Author: marthafn
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Cremation before lactation
How I managed to walk out of the hospital, driving back home with your Dad without you in our arms “I DONT KNOW”. All I wanted to do was run back and take you home with me. In whatever state you are in I will keep you safe. I know I will forever choose you […]
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My obedience is better than Sacrifice!
“Fait will never smile on the fortunes of a ninja who seeks victory by falling on his own sword or demanding that others fall on theirs”. Garaa Having unhealthy friendships or Starting unhealthy habits, it’s like wine, it gets better as it ages. (or in this occasion, you get better at it, or the more […]
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Lucky
I was lucky, still am lucky. I don’t want to look back, like am looking back now, regretting why I didn’t leave.Why I didn’t accept myselfWhy I didn’t love myself a little moreWhy I never considered myself luckyWhat am I running from reallyWhat am I scared about reallyIs it the little girl crying missing her […]
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Can you hear me now
Can you hear me now? Now that my voice Peach is higher, But my heart is weeping cause I don’t believe in this being a way of communication, Can you hear me now? Now that I broke my own heart, Just to get my point across. Can you hear me now? Now that you understand […]
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2020 New Beginnings huh!
I am sure most people already have some new year revolution list! My 2020 revolution will be to stay more vulnerable to everything and anything I do. I practiced more of it this year and I must admit, it was more “feelings”, more lessons learned People don’t like being vulnerable for different reasons. Some think […]
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Summer Park
You know its change when what you liked isn’t what you like anymore.
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I Dont want Fans i Want Supporters
Sitting in the workroom at first I had trouble focusing on one thing, turned my mac on, as my mind thrust to get back to the same focused energy “funny how sometimes his presence around me helps me focus” without even finishing the thought I find myself walking to join him as he is playing […]
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The world in my eye 0001
I am challenging my self to be present.
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Why i only Share Past tense
At some point am always questioned if i have truly experienced the things i write or talk about. Honestly I ONLY share experience that have happened sometimes 2 years ago and more in other content, with a little added friction sprinkled in most of my stories; This is because I strongly believe in the declaration […]
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Letter to my Daughter
Dear Daughter, When you have had enough of running into dead ends all the time, you should remember that dead ends aren’t a bad thing. They are just an indication that you need to turn back around. So, turn back around. Don’t settle for being lost. Besides, your life isn’t meant to end. It’s a […]
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