Author: marthafn
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Cremation before lactation
How I managed to walk out of the hospital, driving back home with your Dad without you in our arms “I DONT KNOW”. All I wanted to do was run back and take you home with me. In whatever state you are in I will keep you safe. I know I will forever choose you […]
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My obedience is better than Sacrifice!
“Fait will never smile on the fortunes of a ninja who seeks victory by falling on his own sword or demanding that others fall on theirs”. Garaa Having unhealthy friendships or Starting unhealthy habits, it’s like wine, it gets better as it ages. (or in this occasion, you get better at it, or the more […]
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Lucky
I was lucky, still am lucky. I don’t want to look back, like am looking back now, regretting why I didn’t leave.Why I didn’t accept myselfWhy I didn’t love myself a little moreWhy I never considered myself luckyWhat am I running from reallyWhat am I scared about reallyIs it the little girl crying missing her […]
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Can you hear me now
Can you hear me now? Now that my voice Peach is higher, But my heart is weeping cause I don’t believe in this being a way of communication, Can you hear me now? Now that I broke my own heart, Just to get my point across. Can you hear me now? Now that you understand […]
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Forever Pain
I never new the depth of the pain until i said it out loud. I wonder why his journey ended early, why did God decide to take you before i met you, writing this makes me cry; because i have been holding the pain for so long, i walked around with it, Hid it with […]
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Mini Vacation
I groan loudly as “I hate the fact of working on Saturdays”. Not enjoying the workload, making me feel more irritated I hurry and do the important work so I can leave by 12 pm and go enjoy the sun rays, As I was finishing up, I hear my ringtone “Snapchat by Rugue” and sing […]
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2020 New Beginnings huh!
I am sure most people already have some new year revolution list! My 2020 revolution will be to stay more vulnerable to everything and anything I do. I practiced more of it this year and I must admit, it was more “feelings”, more lessons learned People don’t like being vulnerable for different reasons. Some think […]
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Another Day
Waking up feeling depressed telling my self its another day, where I will have to smoke even though I don’t want to, around me all they sense is bad vibe a vibe they introduced me to end up talking/writing about how maybe it’s my vibration n u have to stay away from me, how can […]
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Date Night
I sat in the living-room, watching Megan Leavey, enjoying how she is finally connecting with Rex. “Gushed, I want a dog so bad” Meanwhile I am thinking what should I make us for dinner, I have been so lazy to cook lately, with everything that went down recently my cooking spirit is playing hide and […]
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